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Credo
Everything I knew I committed
to the page, that strange tale
that rode my life like a spirit
ensnared by the air within
that hoary fairytale house,
encircled by pickets of chicken bones
and Hollywood backlot trees
(perfectly realistic, to a point)
and painted every inch of that thing, I swear,
with a brush made of a single human hair,
while obsession like a control burn
set the forest in which I worked aflame.
I spoke the words to an empty house
for a thousand hours.
Rehearsing for what?
The rapture to take me, maybe,
tied with prayer flags,
working out my own salvation.
And where is she now, that batty hag
with her insane demands,
atop that flying pestle?
Long gone, and sometimes the days grind
the words to dust, here in her strange domain
where I lay awake at night, afraid,
feasting on hunger, forgetting
that the coyotes in the distance are only the echoes
of my own lost children, trailing breadcrumbs,
and when they arrive they will be
hungry for the harvest of tales.
I believed in myself, and them,
it will be said, to the point of madness
and so resolved to reside
at the edge of reason.
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