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Credo
Everything I knew I committed to the page, that strange tale that rode my life like a spirit ensnared by the air within that hoary fairytale house, encircled by pickets of chicken bones and (perfectly realistic, to a point) and painted every inch of that thing, I swear, with a brush made of a single human hair, while obsession like a control burn set the forest in which I worked aflame. I spoke the words to an empty house for a thousand hours. Rehearsing for what? The rapture to take me, maybe, tied with prayer flags, working out my own salvation. And where is she now, that batty hag with her insane demands, atop that flying pestle? Long gone, and sometimes the days grind the words to dust, here in her strange domain where I lay awake at night, afraid, feasting on hunger, forgetting that the coyotes in the distance are only the echoes of my own lost children, trailing breadcrumbs, and when they arrive they will be hungry for the harvest of tales. I believed in myself, and them, it will be said, to the point of madness and so resolved to reside at the edge of reason. |